this too will pass.

Ever wish you could put something back in your mouth that you have said?
Sometimes I do, but sometimes I don't

everything happens for a reason, and everything to will pass.

Sometimes we have to live and let go, people say things they don't mean to say, but we really are all human.


I miss having someone around all the time someone who is always there, I have found a lot of that in my close friends, but I still never know when I say to much. People can turn around and hurt you on a whim, and I still have scars. Dan is the most amazing person, I can really depend on him. Sometimes it takes a long time to build a bond like that, but I hope that nothing trivial tears it down.

Sometimes we don't know that the things that we say will get back to people, but usually they do, and its a hard to put things back in your mouth once there out.

Be careful who you trust, and even more careful of who you don't.

keep your friends close, and your enemies closer.

Blinded By The Light

Every day things happen, things that throw people off of the course that they thought they were on.

There are people in your life right now that you know really well, but what would it take them doing to change your opinions on them completely?

We get so wrapped up in the little things, only the bad little things I mean. If someone does a nice little thing for you, you will notice, but you will let it pass by, and maybe eventually completely forget. As humans, and especially we do this a lot. How many times have you stared at your phone wondering why someone hasn't called you, or more modernly texted, you back? Did you sit back and think about the last great compliment they gave you, or something that they randomly said that made you smile.

Imagine with me for a second that you are sitting there waiting for a message from your loved one, and an acquaintance of yours messages you, they don't normally message you, so you reply with your one word, or one sentence answers. Eventually your loved one gets back to you, and this other friend takes up even less of your mental capacity. STOP!

Why is this other person messaging you?
Are you normally a shoulder to cry on?
Do they need you?


and even better question is; are they ever there for you. Some people are born listeners, and some born talkers. But everyone sometimes needs to be the other person.

I am having a bad day, I woke up and got in a fight with my mom, then I spent almost an hour having conversations with someone who I don't really like, then the frantic angry messages started coming in, caught in the middle of a fight of two of my friends where I shouldn't be involved, but she is my best friend. I couldn't really get ahold of my boyfriend all day and when I did I seem to piss him off very easily, The pains in my arm are nearly unbearable today, even as I type this.And lastly I am stressed out about my exams, but people just keep brushing it off when I talking to them "i'm sure you will do fine..."(Now back to me)

I just was kind of wishing that I could talk to someone, but everyone seems in a bad mood today. Someone I'm sure will tell me tomorrow that I could have called them, but sometimes I just don't think to call people, I am afraid that if I tell them to much they will run away just like other wonderful people in my life.

I was talking to a girl I used to be friends with and her actual reason that she told me for why she couldn't deal with me was I said to much. I have thousands of her secrets, and I still ache to hurt her as bad as she hurt me.

People mess you up, they leave scars and they tear you up in ways you could never imagine, then we throw these walls up all around us and we barely ever take them down. I believe that all people are good, so why is it that I can still hate people and hold grudges as easily as I do?

Ponder this: We all have scars and we all have things going on that others don't understand, but when did you last break down someones wall to try and see them?


And I finish with this quote from the movie "Crash" because I think that it is so true of humanity.

"We're always behind this metal and glass, I think that we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so that we can feel something."

Ah English Class

Being inspired by english class I decided to rip apart one of my favorite songs and show a whole different side of it.

I’m Not The One - 3OH!3

You're way too young to be broken (You are to young to do dumb things)

You're way too young to fall apart (You are to young to have real problems)

You're way too young to play these games (You are to young to be manipulating people to your will)

But you better start (But you need to grow up)

But you better start (But you need to grow up)


This is when it starts (This is the beginning) 


From the beating of your heart to the street lamps talk to you (Metaphor: having delusions where you hear thoughts from intimate objects)

Jumping off of the edge or asleep in your head (Between losing your mind and not knowing what to do)

Everything's turning dark to you (The whole world seems to lose it’s purpose to you)

I went to pick the up the parts (I went to get the stuff that I knew would make you feel better)

The doctors hiding the charts (The doctor wont let me in on a little secret about you)

He won't let me see this side of you (He wont let me know what is wrong with you)

It's on the tip of my tongue You know you're way too young to have someone lie to you (I just about can grasp what is going on with you, and I am to young to have you lying to me about something like this)


I'm not the one (I’m not the one)

I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)

I'm not the one (I’m not the one)

I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)

You better find somebody else to get a hold of yourself (If you don’t want to trust me you better find somebody new)

I'm not the one (I’m not the one)

I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)


You're way too young to be broken (Your way to young to be knocked up)

You're way too young to fall apart (Your way to young to be thinking about these things)

You're way too young to play these games (Your way to young to be playing with me)

But you better start (So you need to grow up)

But you better start (So you need to grow up)


It was the second I lit (I was the second I chose)

Your first cigarette (Metaphor: you first time)

I forget who you used to be (I saw you change but liked the new you better)

And I bit my lip (I didn’t mention anything)

The second you sipped, the poison that was mixed for me (Even though you took it upon you to destroy me)


I'm not the one (I’m not the one)

I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)

I'm not the one (I’m not the one)

I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)

You better find somebody else to get a hold of yourself (If you don’t want to trust me you better find somebody new)

I'm not the one (I’m not the one)

I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)


Drink the poison lightly (deal with things in your toxic way)

Cuz' there are deeper and darker things than you (There are always worse things, and worse people than you)

I know, cuz' I've been there too (I’ve seen this all before)

I know it might seem frightening (I know that you are scared)

To have the world fall apart right under your shoes (everything seems to be falling apart right out of your grasp)

Trust me, you'll make it through (Trust me, I can help you)


I'm not the one (I’m not the one)

I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)

I'm not the one (I’m not the one)

I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)

You better find somebody else to get a hold of yourself (If you don’t want to trust me you better find somebody new)

I'm not the one (I’m not the one)

I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)


I'm not the one one, I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one ,I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)

I'm not the one one, I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one ,I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)


I'm not the one one, I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one ,I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)


I'm not the one one, I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one ,I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)


I'm not the one one, I'm not the one who wants to hurt you (I’m not the one ,I’m not the one who is going to hurt you when this is what is wrong)