What it now comes down to, is that you have a choice where I do not, you are the one who has the choice to go or stay.

What's it going to be?

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

Been watching old episodes of friends. I have not laughed so hard fir a long time, then I herd this

Joey: My agent thinks I should have a name that is more neutral.

Chandler: Joey Switzerland?

Joey: Plus you know it think it should be Joe, Joey makes me sound like thins big. Which I'm not.

Chandler: Joe, Joe, Joe, Joe Stalin?

Joey: Stalin? Stalin? that sounds familiar do i know that name?

Chandler: Well it does not ring a bell with me.

Joey: Joe Stalin. You know, that is pretty good.

Chandler: You know you might want to try Joseph

Joey: Joseph Stalin. I think he would remember that.

Chandler: Oh yes! Bye bye birdie staring Joseph Stalin. Joseph Stalin is the fiddler on the roof.

I remembered watching this episode as a kid and not getting it when my parents are laughing. It just goes to show that as you get older you do start to understand the jokes.

Invisible

Today I realized something.

I realized it when a kid pushed into me shoving me into a garbage can.

I shouldn't have been surprised, because I realized something.

It made me want to cry.

I am invisible.

They can't see me.

I am the person in the class that you never know is there.

I am the one who you really cannot hear.

Invisible.

Alone all by myself in the back.

Quite and small in my desolate corner.

Invisible.

The power so many wish for I seem to posses.

No one talks to you when you are invisible.

No one notices you when your invisible.

the closest thing to not existing is invisible.

your my height, I was in front of you,

the only explanation is invisible.

Turn the corner and I am gone.

I am Invisible.

Sadness

Bad news comes from the wast. The grand fathers are out on the deck, the sick toll rising the morbidly ill getting sicker, the chance of survival minimal.

A challenge

I have water proof speakers for my bathroom, so today during my shower I was listening to sexy bitch. This is your Friday night challenge: When listening to sexy bitch in the instrumental part trying singing Eleanor Rigby-Beatles, let me know how it works out for you....

Song of the day: Because I just got it stuck in my head:

Bullet proof by La Roux.

Thought for the day: There are so many charities out there, what is the top one that you support? (not the top two or three or four... etc. The top one!)

Your not sure that you love me.

This first song is by the wreckers, i am listening to it right now.

Break up songs have been in my head all day, they are all so catchy.

Leave The Pieces lyrics
Songwriters: Austin, William D.; Hanson, Jennifer;

You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair, you know
To just keep me hanging 'round

You say you don't want to hurt me
Don't want to see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown?

And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road

There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
Really get it over with
And just let me move on

Don't concern yourself
With this mess you left for me
I can clean it up, you see
Just as long as you're gone

And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road

There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

You're not making up your mind
It's killing me and wasting time
I need so much more than that
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road

There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go
Leave the pieces when you go
Oh yeah, leave the pieces when you go

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Leave the pieces when you go

This second song is fairly new, this is the Scripts Breakeven. I could put out many more, but just read the lyrics, every word then you can understand my week.

Breakeven lyrics
Songwriters: Frampton, Andrew; Kipner, Stephen; O Donoghue, Daniel John; Sheehan, Mark Anthony;

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no

I can't stop shaking, and I know that it is not the stress anymore. week- end is badly needed.

Better days- the goo goo dolls

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again