Walls

Everyone has walls, everyone has some sort of lie protecting them. We set ourselves up so that we don't get hurt. Even the one person who seems to be an open book, they are hiding things, they are broken on the inside.

Someone can say something,and they may not think that it means anything. That will stick with you forever. Then after a while you have layers, layers upon layers of things unspoken about coated around you. These layers cut you off from people, they make you a separate entity. and they make others the same. We distance ourself from people so that we don't get hurt, and they do the same. Why don't we realize that it doesn't mean anything, it is there in everyone?

Why don't we tear through our own layers and expose ourselves? Well the answer to that is simple, so that we don't get hurt more, most of what we do as humans it to protect ourselves from getting hurt. Be that emotionally, physically, or any way at all.

I'm an onion
But so are you
pull off a layer from you,
and i will let you see through.

One of the best tactics for getting information is the give and get tactic, because it shows someone else that you trust them, and then in turn they will trust you. Trust really is easy to give, but it is so easy to break. I want you to think about something over the next couple days.

Maybe you are with your family, and maybe there is a big group of you. Most people are really open with there family, but not with their friends. Today may not be your day, tomorrow may not be your day, but maybe it is also not someone else's day. Try and open yourself up to someone that you may not normally, you may be surprised what they do.


Christmas Eve Has Come Again.

Tis the season full of family
fa la la la la la la la la la
Lots of alcohol all around
fa la la la la la la la la la
Drink until we all pass out
fa la la la la la la la la la


Maybe instead of drinking because your mother in-law drives you up the wall you should sit down with her and really talk see if she is really human too, maybe she is an alien, but isn't it worth a shot. All you will do is grow as a person.

JUST GROW SOME BALLS!

I say this a lot to people. "Grow a set."

I think as a generation, and as a populace as a whole we take life to seriously. When was the last time that you, excuse my language, grabbed life by the balls?

We live life in fear, in fear of being judged by others around us, in fear of regretting decisions, in fear of ourselves. Why is it so hard for us to figure out that everyone has the same feelings, that we are not exempt, or an exception to the rule. We are not a special case we are a part of the populace, and we are all part of the same thing.

It seems so easy to forget that we are not alone in this world, and that there are millions of people going through exactly what we are going through. It's way to easy to forget that those people also need people to stand behind them. You don't need a million friends to be happy. You need people who understand you, and who actually give a dam about anything that is happening in your life, because they know when the tables are turned you will be there for them.

We can't keep going around in circles, we can't keep having the same discussions. We have to get up off of our asses and get done what we have to get done. You take my back, and I will take yours, who cares what the hatters on the outside say, because they are also scared, and just waiting for someone to come and back them up.

I know sometimes you are scared, but you know what so am I.

Let's call it an obsession

Lightning strikes
Inside, my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?

Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare.

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?

Just say so...

How come the only way to know how high you get me
is to see how far I fall
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me
but I can't break through at all.

It's a heartbreak...

I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
If you lay your weapon down
Red wine and ambien
You're talking *shit* again, it's heartbreak warfare
Good to know it's all a game
Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak, heartbreak.

It's heartbreak warfare.
It's heartbreak warfare.
It's heartbreak warfare.